Easter 2005

I have started to post a number of times over the last week, but I have not been happy with the posts I had started. There are a number of different things that I want to blog about, however I have not been sure how to write about these things.

Easter itself is a very emotional time for most people. I watched the 'Passion of the Christ' again on Saturday night. This is a very graphic movie protraying the last hours of Christ's life.

Easter is also a difficult time for me, as it was two years ago that Brenda asked me for a divorce. I realize now that I did not fight for my marriage of 19 years, I just agreed to the divorce and basically walked away.

My girls and I have a difficult journey in front of us. I hope I can earn their trust and respect back.

I also want to stand on the mountain top and tell everyone about Deb and I. I can honestly say that I have been in love, really in love four times. Once before I was married, Brenda who I was married to for 19 years, Christine, and now Deb.

Deb and I have decided to move forward in our relationship and move in together in either June or July.

I have also asked Deb to marry me. Why, because I want to be with Deb, I want to give Deb my total devotion and dedication of my love to her.

Easter, it truly is a time of rebirth.