Tuesday...What a Evening

What started off as such a nice day.....When I woke up, I felt good about the new day, and I rode the 'bike' for 10 mins this morning. I'm starting slowly and will build it back to to the 1/2 hour that I used to ride every morning. Heart Rate was in zone limitations, and I ENJOYED it.

I even dressed more business like then I have in quite some time, I used to ALWAYS wear dress pants and a dress shirt or a smart golf type shirt, but lately jeans, cargo pants and tee shirts, unless of course a client was coming it.

So I was having a very good day at work, being very productive and getting on with the things at hand......AND........I was seeing Cara, my youngest daughter tonight and we were going to the the new Vaughan Mills shopping center to wonder about. My x-wife called last night, and asked me if I was sure I sure that I was ok to be going to this mall as its SOOOO BIG!! And of course I said., "I'M FINE!!"

So we walk this mall, and it's HUGE!!!! We spent almost 2 hours just walking the circle of the mall and going into a couple of stores....the Outdoor Store is AWESOME and the BOWLING LANES....Way Cool....then we had something to eat. I that time I started to fell a bit weird...pain in my upper shoulders, but I thought it was from carrying my heavy leather jacket for some 2 hours....some pain down my right and then left arm....a little bit numbness in my hand, left and then right....

Each one of these things is not much, but they started to add up, and me being me....I don't listen well to my body!!!! We finish dinner and then we head home....

The first thing I noticed was I couldn't find my car....that is NOT like me. I ALWAYS know where I part my car.....so Cara yells back to me....Hey Daddy!! you passed it 3 rows ago !!!!

We get in the car and start the drive back to Brampton, and I start to get the odd pain in my temples....so I just turn the radio down a bit. I drop Cara off at home and head back to my apartment. My arms are starting to feel weird / numb again and I have this very weird head ache, and I NEVER get a head ache. So I fire a shot of Nitro....Note to self....DON'T take Nitro and Drive!!!!

So I get home and I went to the computer and sat down, noticing that a few friends where on-line....I sat there, not really there but I was there.... I took a couple more shots of the Nitro Spray.....Come On!!!! Kick in you stupid stuff!!!!!!!!


I don't know much much time passed, but then 'C' sent me a message, asking how I was. It was all I could do to read and understand the message. I knew I was in trouble and something wasn't right. I typed to 'C', but I was having a hard time concentrating on typing. She wanted me to call the ambulance, but I didn't want to go. I HATE the hospital...

'C' asks me to please go, and I agree to call 911. I call and then she calls my cell untill they arrive.

When they arrived, I couldn't remember how to open the door downstairs....

so to make a LONG story short, I was taken to the hospital when I was kept overnight and released at 5 am this morning with NO SHOES or COAT. I had to call a cab and get home by myself with NO SHOES and COAT..

I should have asked for a phone to call either Jenn or 'C' to tell then what was happening, say about midnite or so.....but I wasn't thinking last night.....I have never felt soo detached in my life....My body was there, and I had NO control of it. I felt so out of control last night.

Well, the tests didn't show anything last night, that's the good thing, and that's why I was sent home.....However.....something is amiss and we will have to find out what it is.

I will keep you all updated on what's going on.

and thanks to all the wonderful people that care about me. You ALL know who you are...

Larry